here i am.
in this new city.
doing the best i have done in a lonnggg time.
i miss you,
but it's different now.
i see how it cant work,
but we both want it to.
forcing this will do nothing.
i understand.
i am excited to start my life.
im finally almost out of this rut.
i see the end of the tunnel.
but for now, i must go to the gym
goodnight.