youyouyouyouyou.
making me feel like a crazy person,
falling so quickly up this spiral staircase.
youyouyouyouyouyouyouyouyou.
ahhhh, i put everything on repeat in my head
i remember the first time i saw your sweet smile and green eyes.
i almost passed out. handsome man.
i will be stuck in the city, in this state filled with humans,
not even close to as perfect as you.
they just pass by, and i don't even take a second look.
Canada, youre lucky.
no texts from you, and i'm feelin funky.
stupid country lines.
why have you made such an impression on me, sweet, sweet man?
good lord, things have been great in my heart and mind lately.
look what you've gone and done to me.
i can honestly say that I have never felt this way.
you are missed
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Thursday, August 6, 2009
an inspiration
an inspiration is what you are.
creating and learning new experiences is what you bring.
musical nomad. sweet man.
who knew the feeling spectrum has such an array of colors?
who knew?
i want to know everything about you,
your full and detailed story.
childhood memories, teenage mistakes, adulthood decisions.
your travels, learning experiences, love tales, excetera.
the sky is grey today...
(i can see the sunshine)
creating and learning new experiences is what you bring.
musical nomad. sweet man.
who knew the feeling spectrum has such an array of colors?
who knew?
i want to know everything about you,
your full and detailed story.
childhood memories, teenage mistakes, adulthood decisions.
your travels, learning experiences, love tales, excetera.
the sky is grey today...
(i can see the sunshine)
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Montana
this place is beautiful.
i have missed my cousins.
but there is nothing to do here.......
today caitlin and i went to polson, and walked around main st.
we found an AWESOME thrift store.
i bought 3 flannels for 4 dollars.
score!
i gave my mom a foot rib for 10 dollars,
she ripped me off.
i am not getting my money.
right now we are texintg megan's boyman.
he thinks we are some girl named janay. hahahahh, this is fun.
i feel 13 again......
saturday we go to glacier national park and hike.
that should be beautiful, too bad i DON'T have my camera.
SHIT!
i have missed so many great shots.
how could i do that?!
i even brought my battery charger, and left my camera in the glovebox of my car....
i miss him.
this trip just drags on and on.
it's been too long.
my nails are bright green right now.
this is exciting news, mostly because i never paint my nails,
and now they're this bright neon green, everytime i look down it's all i see!
fun fun.
goodnight internet.
goodnight sweet man.
goodnight california.
goodnight montana.
goodnight.
i have missed my cousins.
but there is nothing to do here.......
today caitlin and i went to polson, and walked around main st.
we found an AWESOME thrift store.
i bought 3 flannels for 4 dollars.
score!
i gave my mom a foot rib for 10 dollars,
she ripped me off.
i am not getting my money.
right now we are texintg megan's boyman.
he thinks we are some girl named janay. hahahahh, this is fun.
i feel 13 again......
saturday we go to glacier national park and hike.
that should be beautiful, too bad i DON'T have my camera.
SHIT!
i have missed so many great shots.
how could i do that?!
i even brought my battery charger, and left my camera in the glovebox of my car....
i miss him.
this trip just drags on and on.
it's been too long.
my nails are bright green right now.
this is exciting news, mostly because i never paint my nails,
and now they're this bright neon green, everytime i look down it's all i see!
fun fun.
goodnight internet.
goodnight sweet man.
goodnight california.
goodnight montana.
goodnight.
Friday, June 5, 2009
Beautiful Summertime
cracking, parched soil
basking in the hot, dry sun
basking in the hot, dry sun
sweat runs down my face
my naked body
soaks up the ice cold river
peaceful soul; freedom
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Thursday, May 7, 2009
goodbye april
Isn't it sad how much we forget?
You know it as all still in there,
but the mental workout of recalling what happened is one heck of a chore.
April 1st: April Fools Day- i got home late. my friend had been waiting. i thought she left. i called her cell phone. "where are you? i am so sorry it took longer at the store than i thought it would!" trying to defend my position, yet, knowing i proabably wouldn't have waited either. she told me i was a bitch for making her wait, and that i was a shitty friend. not really but thats how i felt. You can only imagine the releif i felt when i saw her walk up from the side of my house, on her cell phone. "APRIL FOOLS! I LOVE YOU HAILEY! hahah, i cannot BELIEVE you though i was serious!" i just love that one day you get to fool your encounters and make them smile. my mom thought i got a speeding ticket. she was very pleased to hear, i had not.
April 7th: Dollys Birthday-we made carrot cake and it was a beutiful rainy, spring day. it felt like Washington. I have never been to Washington, but it was what i would imagine it to be like. lush and green. green ferns, trees, hills. there was literally a green glow to the fog as you walked through it. the carrot cake had too much pineapple, so it didn't set right. tasted good though. teddy got his first beater with frosting on it. he was the happiest little munchkin in the world. holding onto his prize for dear life. we lit the candles and sang happy birthday. it felt like last year. i tried to compare years. what was different, what was the same. my 'same' list was much bigger. actually, the birthdays were almost identical. how fun. we start traditions without even realizing it. dolly is 21 now.
April 11th: weird
April 13: I started school again- how strange! it's been almost a month since then! i love being back in school. i love being around people all day long. people i love. people who make me laugh, and smile. people who make me feel like a teenager again. i have missed this. my high school years have passed me by. i need to make the best of them; quickly. i want to say thank you tori woodworth, racheal, jake butts, greg hopkins, kim poppleton, ben hecht, devyn, shelby, jessicca, cassie, larrissa, sean miser, chris craghead, etc. i love stupid teenagers. they are so dumb and so much fun. i need to enjoy this. i am going to mature and grow old without even realizing it.
April 18th: Prom Night-Waited in line for 2 hours-JUST FOR PICTURES! dancing was fun though. and being with people i love. kickback at my house was alright. went to the ridge with greg, after we grabbed some grub from safeway. smoked a few bowls. drank some. played beer pong with john, josh, shelby, jessicca, nessa, and greg. passed out to john puking. my mom is still suspicious.
April 28th: nice day
You know it as all still in there,
but the mental workout of recalling what happened is one heck of a chore.
April 1st: April Fools Day- i got home late. my friend had been waiting. i thought she left. i called her cell phone. "where are you? i am so sorry it took longer at the store than i thought it would!" trying to defend my position, yet, knowing i proabably wouldn't have waited either. she told me i was a bitch for making her wait, and that i was a shitty friend. not really but thats how i felt. You can only imagine the releif i felt when i saw her walk up from the side of my house, on her cell phone. "APRIL FOOLS! I LOVE YOU HAILEY! hahah, i cannot BELIEVE you though i was serious!" i just love that one day you get to fool your encounters and make them smile. my mom thought i got a speeding ticket. she was very pleased to hear, i had not.
April 7th: Dollys Birthday-we made carrot cake and it was a beutiful rainy, spring day. it felt like Washington. I have never been to Washington, but it was what i would imagine it to be like. lush and green. green ferns, trees, hills. there was literally a green glow to the fog as you walked through it. the carrot cake had too much pineapple, so it didn't set right. tasted good though. teddy got his first beater with frosting on it. he was the happiest little munchkin in the world. holding onto his prize for dear life. we lit the candles and sang happy birthday. it felt like last year. i tried to compare years. what was different, what was the same. my 'same' list was much bigger. actually, the birthdays were almost identical. how fun. we start traditions without even realizing it. dolly is 21 now.
April 11th: weird
April 13: I started school again- how strange! it's been almost a month since then! i love being back in school. i love being around people all day long. people i love. people who make me laugh, and smile. people who make me feel like a teenager again. i have missed this. my high school years have passed me by. i need to make the best of them; quickly. i want to say thank you tori woodworth, racheal, jake butts, greg hopkins, kim poppleton, ben hecht, devyn, shelby, jessicca, cassie, larrissa, sean miser, chris craghead, etc. i love stupid teenagers. they are so dumb and so much fun. i need to enjoy this. i am going to mature and grow old without even realizing it.
April 18th: Prom Night-Waited in line for 2 hours-JUST FOR PICTURES! dancing was fun though. and being with people i love. kickback at my house was alright. went to the ridge with greg, after we grabbed some grub from safeway. smoked a few bowls. drank some. played beer pong with john, josh, shelby, jessicca, nessa, and greg. passed out to john puking. my mom is still suspicious.
April 28th: nice day
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Monday, March 2, 2009
what happened to my year?
it seems like just last week the trees were getting buds on their branches.
the skies were gray and the rain passionate.
soaking it up, climbing trees to get a closer look.
the cycle has completed and we are back again,
spring time will be here too quickly,
then summer, fall, and winter.
each season my body and mind changes,
i am liberated as the flowers and leaves are.
i am ALIVE and the wind is being knocked out of me,
COME BACK TO LIFE, it is progressing into spring.
splash in the puddles, and dance your heart out with the rain.
take a deep breath, you have just been born again beautiful blossom.
the skies were gray and the rain passionate.
soaking it up, climbing trees to get a closer look.
the cycle has completed and we are back again,
spring time will be here too quickly,
then summer, fall, and winter.
each season my body and mind changes,
i am liberated as the flowers and leaves are.
i am ALIVE and the wind is being knocked out of me,
COME BACK TO LIFE, it is progressing into spring.
splash in the puddles, and dance your heart out with the rain.
take a deep breath, you have just been born again beautiful blossom.
Monday, February 2, 2009
there are times in my life
sometimes, i wish i could be a single celled organism,
or maybe an aquatic creature,
like a sand crab, or jellyfish.
a jellyfish...how crazy are they?
no bones, brain, heart, etc.
but they LIVE!
and EAT!
and SWIM!
i want to live in tide pools, and make friends with the sea anemones.
a bird with a nest in the very center of the grand canyon
living, being, breathing, in the earth's stomach.
this planet's heart and soul.
or maybe an aquatic creature,
like a sand crab, or jellyfish.
a jellyfish...how crazy are they?
no bones, brain, heart, etc.
but they LIVE!
and EAT!
and SWIM!
i want to live in tide pools, and make friends with the sea anemones.
a bird with a nest in the very center of the grand canyon
living, being, breathing, in the earth's stomach.
this planet's heart and soul.
no school tomorrow
maybe i won't set my alarm clock,
open my blinds,
and let the rays of sunlight peak though my window,
until my body can't deny that it is time to wake up for the day.
open my blinds,
and let the rays of sunlight peak though my window,
until my body can't deny that it is time to wake up for the day.
Monday, January 19, 2009
Sunday, January 18, 2009
living in a different state of mind
i stand in awe at all these people, living in this out of control zoo. adults thinking like children, children thinking as adults. wowowowowowowowowowow. people are nuts.
Monday, January 5, 2009
i want to move to the coast
ahhhh, i breath in and out. in and out.
i see a flicker of light to my right.
the smell of salty air and cannabis fill my head.
my sences are working in overdrive.
my skin is warm, and crashing waves are all i hear.
the milky way reminds me of holes in a black velvet blanket up to the sun.
my friend passes the roach to me.
a flicker of light.
ahhhh, in and out i breath. in and out.
i see a flicker of light to my right.
the smell of salty air and cannabis fill my head.
my sences are working in overdrive.
my skin is warm, and crashing waves are all i hear.
the milky way reminds me of holes in a black velvet blanket up to the sun.
my friend passes the roach to me.
a flicker of light.
ahhhh, in and out i breath. in and out.
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